So i came up to the tee and i was then in a normal life?I hit with innocenting arms only to see that ball that fuckiniiiiing ball go not on the correct life path.I felt that trapedness in my centre of my mind,the chemicals had already become so inbalanced they could have been running out my nose,it was like i was lying at the bottom of a pile of a 100dred rugby players-death panic consuming,becoming me,and simultaneously trying to clime a ladder to a prickly nightmare.Such a struggle from blackness.I just want to fall away,surrender,God take me,Heaven please just love me away from here.

(This is my foem that i writed about my day playing golf)

Cum write a note.Hi to you Joseph.Come bitch perform.Now it`s time to knoe thats you are greatsest,forking to be in the shit building writing a kak one it`s unfair tou bear hug chunky shit ness moonster under bed where all my falllen hairs and eye lashes accumulate debt wich needs do pay off of me you bully beef tin tuna big eye i caught on the boat over amazon piss warm water i lead you should be my friend ling ly ness monster ession dep Johny was a fock op in die lig van my lewe se boys don`t cry my my ym boy sie call me love please i ships going up thr drain ty.What would you call me dad?I`ll call you moi boy moi boy MY BOYSIE.i`ll love you so much by just existing.MY SON

Coo this thing,what is this thing?,this reality,this next word will not rhym haha,The fucking bats fly up up.Have you seen the night with it`s white mountains,beautiful fountains of diamonds and gold,i be tolding this too you,that it is there to be seen,but not where eyes can see,but just north of where hearts do beat,take a trip on a magical flowing ride,this is the tide of your life i talking of it is a red liquid called blood encapsulated by the vain wich you ride like a supertube to the place i mean,the place where you see those white mountains and beatiful fountains,this is the place that reads these lettrs,this is the place that is 2/3rds you,the place where what the Fuck i mean is the imagination.What i mean is,if you stand at the door and look at the darkness,there is so much to see that you cannot see,only God knows.So walk up to the door of your mind instead,the road leading there is pretty like on a farmstead.Knock 3 times,it will open but only once you read the engraving on the door:relax this is not a stranger,trust me,be still and collapse now lets love each other.Then you go inside,my hands type this ride but only once it gets the message from the place,the place you are looking in now,standing in the doorway,wishes of Norway.There is a fire burning in this lovely room there are warm couches and chairs,sweet apples and pairs,velvet carpets,and the happiness of good street markets.Uming and Awing Rodingly starving you are for this,for this,for this

I`m just going to wee and then i`m coming back to write another note---Okay i`m back now & on the way i stopped by the treasury(the fridge)I`m going to continue this note some othher time i`m a bit tired now

365 times 15(i reckon i've been eating 2 blocks a day since i was 5)=5475 times 2=10950 divided by 24(number of blocks in the small boxes)=456.25 So i'm approaching the hallmark of 500 boxes of weet-bix,something wich i'm very proud of.Yep and i've just finished of a fresh plate with ice cold milk and honey-just the way i like it and sometimes a bannana on it if they're in stock and the ultimate *chunks of tin caramel* when it innocently appears in the cupboard. Weet-bix=LEGEND

I wanna be like a rare animal,when people see me in my natural habitat they must be amazed like when they NaGeo lions take down a monster buffalo & with mystic

his bed will be made of raggie skins and for a pillow he would use a whole bunch of dead blue bottles connected togethor and weighted down with rocks and old fishing line.His cave would be like a dream just like his life under sea pure sparking magic.All the sea creatures grew to love him and he became well respected and all the creatures came to him for a mysterious feeling of love and greatness that he could make you feel.He would get lifts with joey the dolphin up and down the country but he didn't like going to cape town much 'cuase it was so cold there.He loved going to Durban with Joey 'cause the water was warm and he could spy on all the pretty girls that surfed in the area but he always made sure to put on his great white skin so that if he got to close they would not see that he was really human.He would even do underseas trips with the mighty blue whales wich he had also befriended and the way he did it was:he would let Grey(he was the biggest) swallow him and so he would tra