Is it better to experiance the cycle of suferring for 2 months and then ecstacty for a month or is it better to experiance 1/3 of that ecstacy consistently for 3 months? I've always wondered what Neil Young meant by" it's better to burn out than to fade away".Hopefully this slight feeling of understanding isn't some trickery of the devil

Peoplo of the lando give me indo but only on the weekendo so that i can be perfecto.But i'll crawl bacwards up a cliff with my hands behind my back with the blood from the meat under my toenails(i'm using my toes as fingers)running down like a thin stream soaking my t-shirt red and from there it is dripping into my eyes so that i am blind even though i am trying my best to flush the blood out with my tears,it's all falling down:a combination of blood and tears into a puddle at the bottom of the cliff and for a split second i make out a herd of white uni-corns wich are drinking from my life,they are turning platinum in colour now and then i hear them sing out :Greatness you are Joseph

The break the egg of mine,dancing in the arm,A square is actually a form of circle,i want purple patches on my favorite blanket top,when you`re looking cool and need to go into the zone-imagine yourself naked and silence,there`s a little house inside my body and thats where i stay in times of relaxation and uncomfort,Get me a Space Case!we were getting ready to jump off a plane,i hate sleeping with a closed sleeping bag,you can always ask for help.How was your day?Conveniance kills,drink water,No one is looking after you anymore-now you`re 22,Friends,`time`,money,That African dream where people were chasing me and we found those trees with all those fruits.Fri Stats test?,Get bread,Go to dentist.It`s lovely to drain the hot water when you`ve been washing dishes and you want a drink,Crystal jungles,i was looking at my bum and all these soft places,cut shoes out of gum boots.I Love you

In the world but not of it.When you think back about a dream its like a memory of a memory.I was putting those different colour bangles on me,2 on my right arm.You can warp time(you know how time flies and sometimes takes for ages depending on your state of consciousness)So you can warp time therefore you can warp reality.Baggies with all the sailing flags on them.I`ve been eating my housemates food,do you think it`s wrong?You can see when someone recognises you.Frankinscense.What happens if i drop an ant?What percentage of the worlds water is contained in a cow?Waddinxveen(name of a ship).I swam through some tunnels.That would be a new thing to learn,to try see things through virgin eyes.The humans need to wear clothes to keep from being naked and they need to sit in groupes so that they can cpeak to each other,they also have to sit upright and from there it gets allot more complicated.THIS IS A HIDDEN MESSAGE-LOVE.Give someone a fishing rod,not a fish.And i thought that if you knew you were going to die,you would do so many crazy things and thats how it should be.Had a dream Michael Jackson was wearing a Gucchi dui necklace with his name on it.The drawings are clearly capable of speaking for themselves as long as the viewer realises that his aesthetic observation takes place within the framework of what he knows.Spice for Rice.Girl meets Boy.I could move a large thing like a ladder with one finger because it was balancing,so too can you move a human who is at `balance`.If i knew that in a 100 years time i would feel so privelaged to speak Afrikaanse,i would definately speak it more often and with pride.Human emotions killed the fly,i saw it on my food and i immediately got angry and killed it.Rather become interested and concentration will take care of itself.As the sea melts the edges of the sand.You cannot purely discipline yourself to conquer fear,courage is needed.It is much more harder and admireable to suffer through disciplining yourself to eat one chocalate a week,than to suffer through disciplining yourself to not eat chocolate for a month,well for me anyway.Agamemon(name of Lord Nelson`s ship).Granny said i should be a teacher.What do you gain by having all the knowledge in the world,but you`re still a kak person.Stolen Laptops.Presentation reveals Genius to the masses.Why must it be 500ml or 1L cooldrink bottles?Why can`t it be 583ml? or 698ml?.Murder she wrote.Lets look for betties and look at them.How weird is that feeling when you wake up in a new place and think you`re in your old place.Watch the date change on your cellphone @ midnight.Time is an Ocean but it ends at the shore-Bob Dylan.People often give advice to others that they`ve needed for themselves,just like they buy things for others that that they themselves would enjoy.You would think that a lack of discipline/courage would make the devil happy,but sometimes it could make him angry as well,like when you are not disciplined or brave enough to do something that will influence you badly,like if you`re under age and you haven`t got the balls to ask a friend to buy alcohol for you.Talking is a dance.Boy scoutes,Girl guides.If you saw the world as a weird dream,why not do whatever you like in that dream.Besides Culture,it`s hard to relate/have a conversation with someone who is not on the same level of education as you,& due to circumstance they often happen to be black.

March to the unconscious feeling of your heart beat.
To live is fine but live hard till you don`t want to live anymore.
Eat just eat-Eeating is good.
Walk that line so fine,that silk-worm line so fine that your feet eventually wear it through & then carry on walking on the line of your existence-your heart beating.
Walk that line so fine that it`s all you know,that time stands still dancing in slow motion.
But think then of the many thousands dancing their lines.
Think then of the little lady-bug walking hidden in the grass-See him,become aware of him for in the past you have killed hundreds of such ladybugs.
And when someone walks on you & kills you,accept it because it is beatiful-this world we are in.
Beatiful for us for we know not what Heaven is like.

The boy found that on a train things look yellow cause the outside is painted yellow.Things look grey cause on the inside the walls are grey and too the floors are grey,with little sparkling diamonds in them so you don`t slip.The people are black but thats just that,they are black,i am pink.Difference is lovely.They sell you things wich are sometimes cool,like i just bought a R10 huge pack of peanuts & raisins.They live like me,we all live like thee,flying through life experiancing everything.But i love the trains,so many cool faces that you`ll never see before,or after the fall of the world.Sometimes there are blind ones coming onto the trains,led by a friend asking for money,sometimes they play songs and sing,their melancholy voices a trail of the life that leads them.But life leads no one,for we all exist in the present through choice.Sometimes they have church services on the trains and people are singing,mostly colourds,my skin has also got colour in it.The preachers can be ghastly,spitting and screeching at the top of their passionate voices.From up there they feel great,trying to get us to climb up to where they are.Once a guy hugged me,he was blind and a bit dumb in his head,but his heart was the Redest red you could ever hope to experiance a colour.The trains train,they trail through the city,through the land and through the earth.They follow and trail a line of sweat and blood of the people of Africa.I am Proud to be a part of them.

Wanting life in abundance is something not always wished for but i Joseph Krone want it,i want it badly and i want it now.For when the crow crows i will fly as the crow flies-straight to my destination.I will not get lost climbing mountains(although i can see new mountain ranges in the distance:) and trekking over great hills,for i have been in those situations and i have passed with flying colours,i have got the badge,the medal,the trophy,the ribbon,whatever you want to call it.I have lived the great life of living when it had to be done,i have walked through the valley of the shadow of death and i fear no evil,for evil is a part of this world and it needs to be overcome by the balance of good.So fear no evil for to fear evil would be to fear oneself for we all have evil within us.For some it lies dormant.For others it is like a wild bush fire rageing out of control,consuming everything in it`s path.But for others it is like the balance of nature enabling us to breath,giving us freedom to blow this way or that,frolicking,weaving,vibrating,earthquaking through the sands of time.Can you hear the wind blow,can you hear the rustling roar of the leaves,can you feel your hair dancing on your forehead as it tickles your eyelashes.Who knows,they might be whispering,communicating the laughter of God,the tears of the Angels.Hear the pages of this book crinkling and crackling to the rythem of something beyond music,feel the feelings of your present,open it and devour it.